Lain Lain go abay!!!

The loveliest part of holidays (post exam time)is doing nothing...just have a novel in your hand...music on.. eat lots and be lazy with mum at her heels!!!wow..but that's quite like a dream with two "messy" kids at home...music has to do something with rhymes..food has to b shared:(..and novel taken care of FOR FEAR OF BEING TORN!!!..
Coming to the weather..rainy season..always a 'happy' season for me..n i was overjoyed when someone other then me was being scolded for getting wet in rains...seriously i love it when ma rebukes Aadi Diaa for something..
So it happens like this that one day there are few guests at my home..Aadi Diaa playing on terrace and me fully committed to Erich Segal's Doctors...
I was treated like the elder daughter of our home and dutifully assigned the job of getting Aadi Diaa downstairs before it starts raining..the weather was so unlike that it might rain...but my luck it did..as i reached the terrace...my first sister instinct made me think i should bring my kids in..but then i had played when i was small and even in agreement about the fever season..still every child deserves their experience in the cold showers!!
so giving up all my task as 'elder ' daughter..the next second we three were splashing water everywhere,playing ring-a ringa roses(aadi commenting in midst game"hawwww hum last mei baithenge kahan!!! jameen toh geela hai:):):))..and singing "lain lain go abay,cum again anather day, littal jonny wans tooo pay"(rain rain go away!!)..
To be true i lost track of time and felt myself to be a 8 or 9 yr old kid..its fun to get dirty,to look upwards towards sky wen rain falls down..to feel the water droplets on your face..to be aware of the fact that you shouldn't be doing it..and still do it...i knew aadi diaa were happy..so i was..i guess nothing more important then that...
So i was prepared for the scoldings..but the surprising part...i heard over..'they are my three kids-cant help'...now i m smiling since then..and singing this rhyme which my chooze taught me:)..fact underlined- rain is the best thing god ever made!!

ADIEU TO 1st MBBS..

Though i love marking landmarks in my life.. finishing 1st year MBBS is surely something to be sceptical of,something which i think should be pondered on ..because in one way or other this has been the year of change for all of us..
academically i feel i have enriched my vocabulary more than i did in last five years!!!..you just read the name of diseases, muscles, drugs etc , you are dumbstruck and you think that wow you are yet sane enough after reading these !!(i still feel doctors need some IUPAC naming system)..i have seen almost every organ of the body,felt it,and to be true played with it..i would no longer narrow my eyes and exclaim and let out strange voices while holding a uterus or a human heart for that matter...
The important part is there has been a realisation about what i m getting into..about the magnanimity of the profession..about the uncertainty factor, about helplessness in this field, here there can be no end to frustration...a walk through the hospital and you have the most unique rendezvous with human emotions!!!To be concise its a realisation that in future I'd be living with alive people struggling to live....
Then comes the part about me..this year made me a lot confident..gave me the ability to accept that at some or other point in life you have to stand alone,it made me more independent and I’ll write this one too..it made me accept not everyone in this world is good!!
I am sounding as if this years been tough..according to norms it should have been but I loved every bit of it..i see myself laughing,being naughty ,being careless,being free and most important of all being the same person in essentials!!!but true I discovered a Rashika who is grown up,more matured, is less of a “Jumping jack”, understands ‘talks’,who has grown serious..
but still I adore her because yet she is one of the cheerful ones!!!..
and yes this year gave meaning to my name too..thanx to a friend!!Now that’s an achievement to be proud of.. :)
I don’t know I managed to create an identity in BJ or not or how much more time I’l take to make one,no idea how many enemies I made(I think I made many)but I made valuable friends,I made friends who will last..its all that matters to me…
Further coming to small things..i became more girly.i mean I started wearing suits ,though I still haven't managed to carry them well..i have started ironing and cleaning my wardrobe(once in a while I do that and it’s a big task!!)..i have started eating baigan ka bharta,tasted bhindi,ate locky,and what not..so to say I made my ma happy!!i lost weight(i have lost a bit though but without dieting)..and I am loosing hair too..
There have been some real worthwhile moments good as well as bad which i m gonna remember for sure.. to list some-

My first LCD..
First dissection period..
First talk with different people there-I distinctly remember the ones with Neha ,Gill and yes Ajit(roll no 1 )..
The poster competition..
Touching Belsare ma’am feet..(first teacher I ever touched feet as it is not allowed here in north)
Cbse meet in JJ park:)
Winning TT in vedant..
Waking up early for practicing basket ball!!!
The Strike..
The Blood donation camp and fainting there...
I turn 20!!!!!!!!!! :(
Bunking demonstration and talking some crap with a friend in the class itself..

Taking the coronal section of the skull(it was disappointing..)

Night stay in pshyche ward..
The candle light march..
Studying for first time in college for exams in December..
Watching “tare zameen pe”sitting on the floor in the front row and crying there..
Celebrating new year on terrace ..
Shweta’s departure...
All our terrace talks ..
Exam period ..
Seniors sessions..
Matheran ..
The days ..
Being asked to “go out” of the only “Gynae” class for being the innocent disturbing factor!!!
Senior sesssions ..
Playing cricket with seniors!!
Playing tt again..
Senior sessions:)
Then was the conflict period..the freshies and lots of politics,
library hours…
The long (short)Ccd “chat”(couldn't frame another name):)
Movie “u me and hum”(was real dramatic) ..
(vill be adding more...)
So and so much….Lots of it remain-proposals ,making over,fighting,room shifting,dancing ,exam tension and all that makes us moving and experiencing the charm…now that first year has passed I’ll say I am happy everything happened..it helped me a lot..or rather it helped us all a lot…!!!!!!!!